The chase
There sometimes occurs a thing in my life worth not sleeping for, that floods my dopamine receptors. I am not sure how to exactly describe it, but the aspiration and the realization of something drastically quickly changing due to random chain of events sometimes causes us to be in the chase.
I would not be able to tolerate life without that feeling. Sometimes if we're lucky we're chasing something worthwhile. Other time we waste our energy, health, and mental wellbeing on something we can never catch.
I'm in a chase and I don't want to sleep, I don't want to do anything other than follow it. I want to run faster than the last time and have more endurance than last time. I'm giving up the control to the feeling, otherwise the chase might end soon.
Usually it has a gameplay similar to heroin hero.